....that I totally kick ass.


You know what? It is true. Hormones suck.

This morning I woke up conversing with my selves and various Unseen.

I was feeling sweaty (ugh!!! Note to self: synthetic blanket = FAIL) but well-rested in light of 14 hours of blissful comatosity.

I had invitations to go places and was trying to wrap my brains around that.

But then I thought HOLY SHIT life is too short to go do stuff if I am not clit-to-the-wall excited about it.

Another though occurred to me re: relationship angst: worring about whether or not things are this way or that way is not helping me.

It actually is OK for me to say "You know, I'll just take a minute, step back, and really let this sink in."

If someone isn't on the same page as me in heart-connectin, that page will be turned, like it or not.

I am sober, my core being is a joyous one, I am in a really interesting exciting place in my career. Anything can happen. I have a roomie who has quickly moved into the top 5 of awesome roomies I have had in the past 10 years in that flat. I am working from a really clear spiritual place, and my day-to-day fear is so low as to be easily handed over to my god for handling with little ego.

If people aren't running double-time to get on this bandwagon, they'll be left to their own devices, and that too is OK.







I just bought some roller skates and full gear from Motley, who owns Cruz Skate Shop in the Mission.

I am SO TOTALLY going to see her and her team skate next week. http://www.bayareaderbygirls.com. Anybody down? Her team is the SF Shevil Dead.


Hah!

So now I am in a cute little cafe, SoCha, here in the Mission. Doubleshot Americano, skates, Asus and me.

I'll say it again: I AM SO FUCKING COOL!!!!


OMG!!
Srsly.


Tomorrow I am going to go try my new skates :-)

The girls say the Embarcadero is the bomb place to skate.

I have my pads, helmet and new black suede boot skates.

And I have so much WIN.

And hey, all my peoples, thank you for being loving on me. You save my life over and over again.